Thanks for the kind words. I think you flatter me overly, but hey that's your prerogative AFAIC.

As for finding what I'm seeking... I dunno. In one sense, I have this unassailable self-image, and don't really think I suffer or have self-esteem issues of any kind. On the other hand, I am drawn to round myself out through all this philosophical inquiry and self-analysis of stuff like my emotions. But the journey is all there is, so I'm not too goal-oriented about it.

And now I'm rambling. Perhaps I need a nap. Or a trip out to see my favorite reggae band this evening before the train to Maine in the morning...